Recently I have been challenged into a role I am not used to or specifically want to do and I am finding it difficult and at times want to run, but it is really good for me as I am learning and growing and learning to draw on Jesus in a whole new way. But there have been times when I have wanted to run away and just be ‘free’ to do what I believe I am called to be. But then the Lord reminds me that actually Sarah, this is what I am calling you to right now. I am continually reminded of a quote that Heidi Baker says “Lord I don’t do children”, and He replied “you do now”. But in the process I am seeing around me some people in the Christian church that this is very much the case that when challenged with something that they don’t want to do, then they move on instead of sticking with what the Lord has called them to or the place He has put them in. And in this process we have to ask ourselves, is this actually about us, or is it about doing the will of Jesus, the one wh