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Year after year


I was led this morning to the book of 1 Samuel and the first thing that jumped out at me was the phrase "year after year".

How many of us are like this.  We have so much and yet we are still crying out to the Lord for things that have not happened or come to pass yet.   And we look at others and see what they have and compare and it causes us to not see the love that is poured out to us.

Hannah's husband would say to her "Hannah, why are you weeping? ... Why are you downhearted?  Don't I mean more to you than ten sons?

The Lord would say this morning.  Am I not enough?.   See my love poured out to you.  See what I have given you.  Come to me, find your peace and your joy in me, not in what you have or don't have, what is or isn't done yet, but in me alone.    Those 'things' don't fulfil you but come to me and find rest for your soul.  I will satisfy you and give you rest and peace for your soul. 


Psalm 62  Truly my soul finds rest in God

my salvation comes from him

Truly he is my rock and my salvation

he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.

v5 Yes soul, find rest in God,

my hope comes from him.

Truly he is my rock and my salvation

he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.

My salvation and my honour depend on God,

he is my might rock, my refuge.

Trust in him at all times, you people,

pour out your hearts to him,

for God is our refuge...

v11 One thing God has spoken,

two things I have heard;

"Power belongs to you, God

and with you, Lord, is unfailing love"

and, "You reward everyone

according to what they have done."


May you come to him and find 'rest' in your soul today as you recognise and see His unfailing love for you, that you are not forgotten, that you are special, that you are his Beloved Bride.










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